Exhausted, EfA

by **Yoru** Mon Jan 19, 2015 11:03 am

Okay so, I've been having some personal issues lately. I have a boyfriend but let's say I want to end it. I'm a very emotional person and things have happened and I just want it to be over. But I don't want to hurt him and I've been mocking about this decision for weeks now. It's really tiring me mentally because I worry about it too much. All I want to do lately is sleep and I really need some rest because it's giving me heartaches as well.. I also can't concentrate on posting, so I guess I will get an EfA now for a while, until I'm not mentally exhausted anymore.

See you later, guys. <3

by **Náhani** Mon Jan 19, 2015 11:19 am

Eek, sounds like what I trouble and struggle myself witt mentally as well. Anxiety can be a killer in relationships, I can relate to that. But hopefully you'll pull through it, as it's not as easy and what you're expressing with heartaches is a major thing. I hope you can pull through this agony. If ever you need someone to talk to that can relate to this, I'm one of those people that suffer like this time-to-time. <3

by **Eric** Mon Jan 19, 2015 11:19 am

It's completely fine bae.
Take all the time you need.
If you wanna talk, you have my skype, don't shy away from chatting with me. c:

by **Yoru** Tue Jan 20, 2015 8:39 am

Thank you so much bbs. <3

I broke up with him today. He told me he understood and he thanked me for the wonderful time we had together. I feel a bit better now, but I still feel sick and exhausted, but most of all guilty, because it was never my intention to hurt him.

I was the one crying while I broke him with HIM, not the way around. And while he should have been the one crying, he comforted me and told me not to cry, and that I should calm down and have a cup of tea. XD
Omg...

by **Náhani** Tue Jan 20, 2015 10:26 am

First and foremost, I'm glad you made up your mind and decision whether to stay or move on. it's a really tough situation to do and I'm glad the boy knew how to comfort you. Even though things happen like this, it's best to sometimes.

Everyone cries. <3 Even I do and yet it's just our ways of expressing ourselves, being strong and independent and just he choices made can even make it more concerning. But at the same time you're doing something fo yourself and both of you.

by **Yoru** Fri Jan 30, 2015 10:04 am

I'm back from my EfA, I took a rest and my inspiration for better is posts is coming back to me slowly.
However, I still have work 4-5 days a week so my post activity will drop to 6-7/10ish. xD

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